Spirituality means you don't try to find explanations for your nonsense - you are willing to face it.

Being a mystic means seeing life the way it is.

The Creator did not make a mistake with you - the mistake is all yours. You are a fantastic piece of life, but you have silly ideas about life.

Essentially, the full Moon is about getting intoxicated on life. Whether you concoct an ecstatic, gloomy, fearful, or meditative concoction is up to you.  

The only way to get in touch with reality is to pay attention without making conclusions.